Hoping to perk up

command8

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Hi. This is my first post even though I have been a member for two years now. Reading your posts has been inspiring. I have been very inconsistent with noogling and I hope documenting will help.

A little about me. I'm 30, I have two kids and I nursed them both. They are five and three. Pregnancy and nursing took a toll. I'm OK with my size however they have shrunk a lot since kids. I use to wear a 28 f. Now I'm in a 32 dd. The size it's fine, it's the extra skin and lack of firmness that bugs me. I have always had low confidence and this has not helped. I hardly let my husband touch them and we fight all the time over it. He says he loves them still but after catching him watching porn with huge fake breasts my already little confidence depleted. He says he doesn't like fake breasts........even though he liked them in porn.......and that he doesn't want me to get them. I also don't want to because I want to set a better example for my kids. I don't want them to struggle like I have with low self-esteem, and I feel like if I give into surgery it will teach them we are not good enough the way we are.

Here are my staring pics. I plan to noogleberry at least an hour a day, hopefully two. It's hard Cuz I don't want my kids to see. Also I'm taking pm.
 

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command8

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Here they are
 

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command8

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I feel like there is no hope for me. I dunno, maybe a fat transfer would help but the procedure scares me, and i would feel fake. Im so tired of feeling so uncomfortable in my own skin.
 

ariadne

No agenda - Just like noogling
You should feel comfortable as you do look nice. What harm is there in just letting go for a while, letting husband play and caress as much as he wants? make him the important one instead of you? I know I'm speaking from a male perspective but just had to say something. I'll leave it there - no need to respond - understood I may be out of order. Best wishes A
 

ariadne

No agenda - Just like noogling
Glad I've not said the wrong thing. Hope things perk up in all respects for you. Best wishes :) A
 
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