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Big cyber hugs coming your way. And please, feel free to moan as much as you like. This is your thread after all
Kind of amazing that we've gotten to 17 pages already, filled with support and tips.
I can relate very well to how you are feeling, really I can. At times, husbands just say the wrong things. I know that for me, I would pushing my husband - he'd insist that they're fine, that he loves them etc, and then I'd keep saying that they're too small, aren't they, aren't they, aren't day (ad infinitum) and then finally, (probably to make me shut up, lol) he might say something along the lines of them not being very big but who cares...Aaaaand wrong answer!!!!
Who knows why this has happened to us? Perhaps trauma has played a part, perhaps our hormones are totally out of whack, perhaps we've picked up some freak gene along the way - no matter what the reason is, I really don't think there's anything we could have done differently because I really believe that there are more than one factor that plays in.
What we need is lots of deep breathing, lots of little mini-relaxations during the day and lots and lots of love for ourselves, boobs or not. Perhaps there will come a day when we'll all look back at this period in our lives and laugh at how much we stressed over this. Or maybe not. Main thing is that we go gently on ourselves, one little swelling at the time.
Like yourself, being proportional is all I want too. And maybe that wont happen. In a way, I've kind of resigned myself to the fact that I might have to stick with Primarks super-illusion bras for the rest of my life. Especially since I refuse to have surgery. But I'm going to do my damnedest to get there, and I know that you will too. Upwards and onwards my friend, we will get closer and closer to that A cup, we will.
A few years ago, I watched a documentary about people who were very sick (cancer) and who decided to go and see healers. Lots of them went into remission, and stayed in remission. Now I don't believe in these healers, but the power of thought must be pretty powerful. So perhaps we should do our own little experiment and fully and truly convince ourselves for the next month that our boobs are growing, that we can see a difference, that they feel heavier etc and see where it takes us? You in?
I'm really looking forward to hearing how you'll find the BB now that you've had a break and how the boobies will react. Did you get rid of that skin flap? If not, try some cotton wool soaked in olive oil and apply it to the flap and let the oil sink in, repeat several times throughout the day/days until it's gone.
I think I will give the longer sessions a go. Maybe my body need a bit of a kick start, it has gotten quite used to the 2 hour sessions I try to get in every night.
And I must say that even though I had awful PMS this month, my period has passed pretty unnoticed, no pain at all, no feeling all sweaty and clammy....Perhaps the PC is working its magic! I might apply a bit of PC during luteal phase, while still taking AG. What do you think about that?
Hang in there boobie-buddy. :-*