mumOf3Angels
Looking forward to my Happily Ever After
Hi there, I don't want to bore people but I really need some help.
I used to be one of those lucky people who bloomed during puberty, i was slim toned and thanks to my mums genes, by the time i was 18 had a wonderful E cup chest. I got married and had 2 children by the time i was 23, obviously the body i remember became a distant memory, but I didn't mind, I had the life I wanted was happily married and had 2 wonderful children.
In 2010 i became pregnant with our 3rd, unfortunatly at just 3 months along I found out my husband was cheeting on me, with someone younger and with the kind of body I used to have
we sperated and since then i have gone it alone.
I spent the rest of my pregnancy very subconcious about my body, and began to feel very down about it. i knew breast feeding a third child would deform my chest even further, but i couldn't sacrifice what I felt was best for her and breast fed anyway.
I finished breast feeding a year ago and have been left not only alot smaller but deflated and worst of all there is over a cup size difference between the 2. I have been left with a C on the left and not quite a B on the right, it is so obvious i have to wear mens t.shirts 2 sizes too big so they don't cling at all and i am never comfortable as to buy a bra i fit on one size and look like a child trying on mums bra on the other.
I hit a huge depression, i couldnt shake for nearly a year. One day I came to the realization that there must be something i could do about this. I decided to start saving, but being a single mum with next to nothing to spare it has taken a long long long time, but now I am finally getting close to actually being able to do it. which in itself has me feeling a little better, imagining that this time in 6 months i might be able to wear womens clothes, i might be able to go out and maybe even meet someone new without being petrified that they would think i am some sort of freak.
But now I don't know what to do?
I found the noogleberry website and thought this pump would be perfect, if I went for the extra large i could not only get them back to the same size, maybe i could get back to being closer to the size i used to be, back when i felt like a real woman. With it having taken so long and so much effort to get money together I didn't want to jump in blind, so I did a google search to see success stories etc.
I found one and it has scared the life out of me. I read loads of reviews that said it worked and that after a while the results become permenant. but then i got to some that were saying it was just a re packaged sex toy? that it didnt work and just made them swell for a bit, my bra would fit in the morning but by teatime id be lost in it again??????
I stopped reading at this point and decided the best place to get answers would be to come to the noogleberry forum and talk to people who had actually used it.
It is so scary thinking about paying over money that its taken soo long to build up and buy something that might not do what I expect. I want to even up the size of my breasts and then hopefully increase them both a cup size or 2, i dont want to be strapped to a pump 24/7 to achieve this as i have young children to look after and i want the results to last.
can anyone tell me if this is what i will get if i get te noogleberry pump? and if not do you know how to contact noogleberry so i can ask them myself?
any help and advise would be greatly appriciated, I have been waiting so long for this and really do see it as a step towards getting the real me back, i don't want to make the wrong decision now.
Many Thanks in advance to anyone who reponds xxx
I used to be one of those lucky people who bloomed during puberty, i was slim toned and thanks to my mums genes, by the time i was 18 had a wonderful E cup chest. I got married and had 2 children by the time i was 23, obviously the body i remember became a distant memory, but I didn't mind, I had the life I wanted was happily married and had 2 wonderful children.
In 2010 i became pregnant with our 3rd, unfortunatly at just 3 months along I found out my husband was cheeting on me, with someone younger and with the kind of body I used to have
we sperated and since then i have gone it alone.I spent the rest of my pregnancy very subconcious about my body, and began to feel very down about it. i knew breast feeding a third child would deform my chest even further, but i couldn't sacrifice what I felt was best for her and breast fed anyway.
I finished breast feeding a year ago and have been left not only alot smaller but deflated and worst of all there is over a cup size difference between the 2. I have been left with a C on the left and not quite a B on the right, it is so obvious i have to wear mens t.shirts 2 sizes too big so they don't cling at all and i am never comfortable as to buy a bra i fit on one size and look like a child trying on mums bra on the other.
I hit a huge depression, i couldnt shake for nearly a year. One day I came to the realization that there must be something i could do about this. I decided to start saving, but being a single mum with next to nothing to spare it has taken a long long long time, but now I am finally getting close to actually being able to do it. which in itself has me feeling a little better, imagining that this time in 6 months i might be able to wear womens clothes, i might be able to go out and maybe even meet someone new without being petrified that they would think i am some sort of freak.
But now I don't know what to do?
I found the noogleberry website and thought this pump would be perfect, if I went for the extra large i could not only get them back to the same size, maybe i could get back to being closer to the size i used to be, back when i felt like a real woman. With it having taken so long and so much effort to get money together I didn't want to jump in blind, so I did a google search to see success stories etc.
I found one and it has scared the life out of me. I read loads of reviews that said it worked and that after a while the results become permenant. but then i got to some that were saying it was just a re packaged sex toy? that it didnt work and just made them swell for a bit, my bra would fit in the morning but by teatime id be lost in it again??????
I stopped reading at this point and decided the best place to get answers would be to come to the noogleberry forum and talk to people who had actually used it.
It is so scary thinking about paying over money that its taken soo long to build up and buy something that might not do what I expect. I want to even up the size of my breasts and then hopefully increase them both a cup size or 2, i dont want to be strapped to a pump 24/7 to achieve this as i have young children to look after and i want the results to last.
can anyone tell me if this is what i will get if i get te noogleberry pump? and if not do you know how to contact noogleberry so i can ask them myself?
any help and advise would be greatly appriciated, I have been waiting so long for this and really do see it as a step towards getting the real me back, i don't want to make the wrong decision now.
Many Thanks in advance to anyone who reponds xxx
