iwilldothis
New Member
I started in February and gradually been doing more hours. I missed about 2 months. Recently I have been doing 4-7 hours a day been trying really hard different months with different hours and nothing is working. I get swelling and then it just goes back every morning to normal. I feel defeated. I'm still small especially today when my period ends they always get deflated and smaller than usual. It makes me feel worse. I have taken breaks,I've tried different routines. I have done less hours and more hours. More hours gives me better swelling for the day,I feel great but back to normal in the morning. I can't take it anymore I feel like I have no proof that this even works. I don't know if the people who said they have had real growth are even telling the truth or are endorsing the product and there isn't that many people on the forums. I am thinking of taking PM now but concerned because I tried herbs before got a lump in my breast and freaked out. I didn't noodle for 2 months because of this fear. I feel really desperate and I don't want to get implants but can't deal with my breasts, it is ruining my relationship because I don't want to be topless. Any advice for actual growth would be greatly appreciated. I know how to achieve great swelling and not injure my breasts, I have that down to a science now but I can not get any real growth and am starting to think it is not possible.