Re: starting pictures - rupert
thanks mjkimm55. I also looked into the cell whatever fat transfer thing..but i dont think that would work for me as m weight goes up and down a lot and if i had fat injected into my chest and then lost weight, it might go from my chest, then i might gain weight and the fat go to elsewhere.
so i dont really get how the fat transfer works because peoples body change. thats good you found out he said that it works...
I havent started yet, my NB sits in it's box, I guess I am scared to use it. that I wont know what to do, and that I will do some damage, or I will blister my skin, or my nipples will blister. or something else will just go wrong! I guess I also dont want to face myself, and how flat I am, sometimes i guess I distract myself from it and that is how i cope with it. but if i am using the NB i am not distracting myself, and what if it doesnt work...and then what.
another thing is hopefully soon i wil be going back to the gym and I woundered if its better to noogle before or after going.
I think im also freaked out about what actually happens i.e blood going to your chest, where u might need blood in other parts of your body. God if im too scared to use the NB, theres no way id ever be able to get implants!! !
I guess i need to get up on my next free day and use it in the morning. my next free day is monday. so monday i will try it...i literally cant do it now im just too het up
. I really hope i dare try it tho.