Week 187
I'm continuing to noogle and lactate pump with slow but steady growth. I've been creeping closer to a D cup and do wear one when I'm swollen from pumping. Actually, I kinda like how full my C bras are lately so I find myself not so impatient to upgrade sizes. Also, my favorite bra has been discontinued and finding Ds has been rough.
Oh, I finally found the value a camisole provides. I've noticed most women's clothing is thinner and many of my shirt are now stretching a bit across the bust which leads to showing thru effects especially across bra cups. So I found a nice cami and wearing it when needed. I've never been an under shirt person but it is breathable and barely noticeable after a few minutes of wearing.
I believe I'm getting more confident about being different. I've grown my hair and nails (even polish), wear women's clothing (due to real need) and found myself adopting some feminine mannerisms (again much of due to need). No one has cursed me nor am I avoided more than usual.
Actually, I get men trying to be helpful more than usual. But in the end, I find I just don't care since I'm happier with myself like this than previous "me".
Now the physical changes, I'm still on BB pills but added their Godiva pill several months ago. I don't have any proof but I do believe it has been partially responsible for my steady growth. I used to be very bursty with long plateaus. So my waist continues to shrink slowly but hip area is slowly gaining. So I'm developing some annoyances with my size 14 pants such as gapping in waist and "full butt" syndrome.
My breasts seem to have accelerated in their volume growth this summer and I feel their weight all the time now. My areola and nipple size has grown alot to the point that they can irritate on long walks. Sadly the girls are at the perfet size to be in the way of my hand movements as I keep bumping them. And now they tend to lift in my elbows whenever I eat or doing something to my face/head. Even sitting with my hands in my lap has them pressing on my biceps and projecting past my entire arm. I get to experience the sense of having something soft and cuddly in my arm every time I visit the bathroom now.
So overall I'm pleased and enjoy finding something new and different about my body nearly every day.
DJ