So I measured today, even though I'm not due for my 3 month update until later this week. I actually LOST a lot of growth since I last measured. I am back to where I was about a week after I started. I thought it looked and felt like my breasts were a bit smaller lately but until I measured I thought I was imagining it. I am so disappointed and don't really know what to do at this point. I know I'm only pumping about an hour a day but it just isn't possible with our schedule to do more than that on a regular basis. I'm almost afraid to keep going because I don't know what caused the recent decrease and I don't want to lose even more. Before long I could be even smaller than when I started! I'd gained about 15 lbs (was technically underweight before that) over the last 1 1/2-2 years. The last couple months I've been really trying to get in better shape again so I started eating clean, drinking more water, watching my calories, exercising more. I haven't lost a thing! I can't contribute my boob loss to weight loss and it is looking like this weight isn't going anywhere either. I'm not feeling great about myself today. We go on vacation to visit my parents in a few weeks and I had SO hoped I wouldn't have to feel awkward in my swim suit this year (especially next to my mom who already had nice breasts AND got implants!) If anyone has any encouragment for why I should keep going, or ideas for me to try I'm all ears...