Aaaaw Lily, my bosom buddy
I hate to see you feel so down as well, I wish I could do something to get your hopes up again
I totally understand how frustrating it can be, 2 pounds is just 1 kg, its impossible to remain at a constant weight throughout your entire life.. I flunctuate by 2-4 pounds in a day! I really don't understand why you are experiencing this
The only plausible explanation I can think of is that perhaps most of what you were seeing in the Aug pic for example was swelling, and since you lost weight( most likely water/fluid, because fat and muscle loss happens much later), the swelling went away and you were left with your true new permanent size( which btw IS much bigger than in the beginning, with a more harmonious shape). Throughout the week, when you noticed this loss, did you pump every day for 30-45 min? Did you see any swelling after? How did your breasts look after the session or the day after? I think if this theory is correct, then as frustrating it is, you just have to keep up the diligent noogling, until your permanent size increases. I'm realizing more and more that the swelling we see is tricking us a lot. I just posted pics during noogling last week, and I really do always get visible swelling( in fact most of my swelling) is up top, however my permanent size still comes from my bottom and sides with much less on top. I believe with noogling we are just stimulating the tissues, and its really our genetics which decide how the new cells will form. This is why we are seeing that no matter how we position the cups, we aren't exactly seeing the growth where the swelling or stimulation actually is, it just rather effects the breasts globally.
This is one question I always pondered about though, by stimulating our breasts with NB, are we actually expanding the fat cells, so in theory, allowing more fat to be deposited there, or our actual, glandular tissue? The difference is quite significant, because if its just the fat cells, then after a significant weight loss, it is totally imaginable to lose everything(maximum be able to gain it back sooner because the fat cells are stretched), but if its glandular tissue, then even if you lose weight, most of the size should remain constant. Of course because the breast does have some fat, if you lose from it, of course it will become smaller, but not by that much, because fat is not the major component.
I really don't want you to give up, you have really invested so much time and energy, inspired many women to be patient, and you have really made an improvement, even though you faced setbacks. Did you buy the PM cream you thought of yet? Perhaps that can help you further as well. Do research everything since I know you have health problems, but perhaps the others are right, and if you add a new factor to your regime, you could see better results. I also agree with Strumpet, I wonder what Lucy would say on this matter.
I wish you all the best, sorry for the long comment. Don't give up my friend